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| It has been a very long time since I have been on here guys...WOW lol.........How is everyone? Good i assume? Just wanted to tell everyone hi and sorry for not updating on here in forever. I am always on myspace, so catch me on there sometime....k? Well later gators | | |
| Well everyone, I havent really had time to update, i've been busy with all kinds of things outside of work. These past few days I have been getting Jason's bills taken care of, I have one to take care of today or tomorrow and its hectic bc its the only one that cant be done with a credit or debit card, it sucks! But yeah so far I am liking my job. It gets crazy at times because its back to school and people are in getting clothes for their kids. I am off work tomorrow so yay!!!!! I found out how much I owe on my bank account also, so whenever I get paid I can get that taken care of as well. But anyways I really dont have a whole lot to say. I am gonna go finish watching "days of our lives" and then its off to the grocery store and then off to work, so ill update later peeps. | | |
| Hey everyone, just wanted to let everyone know that after searching for trillions of years LOL ok i exaggerated a bit, I Finally got a job! I really have been looking and I just haven't had any luck at all. Anyways I got a job at Goody's at the mall in JC. Now I get to finally pay off that attorney and my freaking First Tennessee Bank debt and everything and actually start saving up for a car and start saving for this wedding! I'm not gonna give up on Citi though. If it comes around to where I can get a job there, then HECK YEAH I am gonna take it, because they pay alot more than Goody's and better pay= more money to save up for car and wedding! YAY! lol and who knows how much I could have saved up by the time Jason and I get married. I could have some left over to save up for somethin else one day ya know? Gah I learned my lesson BIG time with First Tennessee. I am gonna start watching my money ALOT more. It sucks to be debt. I am only 19 and am already in debt, how sad is that? lol. I figured I wouldn't be in debt until years from now ya know? I mean I hoped and prayed that maybe I never would get in debt of any kind, but mannnnnnnnn was i wrong? LOL Well that is all for now guys. | | |
| OK.....well just because Bill says I never update, i thought I would. Been looking for a job, i am missing Jason, im bored, im tired, and yeah thats about all that has gone on LOL. You guys have to love me although i have issues and im weird at times. lol So here's my update!!!!!! OOOOOOOOO I have this song stuck in my head, like i love it and NO it doesnt have any meaning behind it for me. I just think its a pretty song. So here u go....Ok before I go posting the lyrics. I have to just say that I have this friend who i grew up with, met him in 7th grade, we were the best of friends for the longest time, and then he gets a gf and he is always too busy, to even talk to me, its bad when friends do that to ya. All I have tried to do is be nice and be friends with him and I am just sick of giving my friendship when it isnt given back to me. Considering I have 2 friends now who could care less if we are friends or not because they are so stuck up their bf/gf's butts, its pathetic. I love Jason to death and everything but dang I make time for friends. Anyways about this one friend, I got to where I just wouldn't talk to him because I just gave up on even talking to him ya know? So one day he calls me and we are talking and i am still pretty pissed about him dissing me for so long and he starts calling everyday and we talked online everyday for a month, maybe? Well as soon as he found out I was engaged things kinda got different,it was "oh well sorrry, ive just been so busy with school and work, etc...yeah yeah yeah....just all of a sudden. Well I was just like "ok?" Well now he has been getting online and im thinking "ok maybe he really was busy before and now we can talk and things will be like we are best friends again". Well boy was I stupid to think maybe we could be close friends again.. You can barely get a word out of him bc hes always busy!!!! SO ya know what...SCREW HIM! He wants to be invited to the wedding, and I even told him "why even bother inviting u, u wont come anyways"and now I am really not inviting him, i am so sick of saying "Come see me!!" or "call me" and nothing! No More Nice Kristen....if he wants to talk to me bad enough, he can talk to me first, because I just give up. ANYWAYS now that I got that out. Here is the lyrics to that song that wont leave my head :)
"Unfaithful"
Story of my life
Searching for the right
But it keeps avoiding me
Sorrow in my soul
Cause it seems that wrong
Really loves my company
He's more than a man
And this is more than love
The reason that the sky is blue
But clouds are rolling in
Because I'm gone again
And to him I just can't be true
And I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying
I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...
A murderer
I feel it in the air
As I'm doing my hair
Preparing for another date
A kiss upon my cheek
As he reluctantly
Asks if I'm gonna be out late
I say I won't be long
Just hanging with the girls
A lie I didn't have to tell
Because we both know
Where I'm about to go
And we know it very well
Cause I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying
I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...
A murderer
Our love, his trust
I might as well take a gun and put it to his head
Get it over with
I don't wanna do this
Anymore
Uh
Anymore (anymore)
I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
And everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
And I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...
A murderer (a murderer)
No no no no
Yeah yeah yeah
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| Yes everyone I did update lol and I hope Bill didn't have too bad of a heart attack Mary lol. He seemed fine today, so im guessing either he hasnt seen where I updated or what. I updated Myspace again,so u guys need to go read it. I was in this weird song mood last night, so I posted like 2 songs on there, the lyrics that is. Today everyone I kinda blew my diet just about. I kind of want to just drop the diet and just start eating healthier, and ya know eating whatever I want, without being so picky and everything but still watch my intake of calories. I mean I still wanna try to only get 1000 calories a day but yet not be so picky about what I can and what I cant eat,ya know? anyways who knows maybe I will stick to the diet a little longer, try to hold out and be strong and stick with it. I really do want to lose weight, not a whole lot, just a little. I mean for the most part I am happy with the way that I look. It is mostly toning that I need to do for my body more than anything, because I mean I am not fat, just need to tone up my body. All I could think about today was Jason. He seems to be stuck on my brain alot lately. Just wish everything was over with Army wise, boot camp, his tech school. I am ready to be able to see him! What I really can't wait for is our wedding, so I can just be with him. He is my everything. Anyways I guess I am going to cut this short. Bill and Mary if you read this tonight or early in the morning, I will see you tomorrow, cant wait! :)
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